Secret postings

because no one reads my blogs.

I think about doing a lot of things but need a push to actually start. I was thinking the other day that I need to start writing things down - snippets of my past, fleeting thoughts. I am a cypher, written off as uninteresting because of my career, the fact that I didn't grow up around here,whatever. I think I will go to my grave/urn without anyone knowing anything about me.

So as I start to plan writing - do I really have to plan that? - I think which way will be best/easiest/longest lasting

Should I use the computer - the home one is not the best - if I do, I will be dependent on a machine

Should I use a note book? My hand aches at the thought of so much writing

But what if I use a binder and then I can print out and write.

The main thing I have learned about myself is that I can overanalyze to the point that nothing is done